happy anniversary!

Today marks the first year of my web log! To everyone who pays my page a visit whenever they feel like it, you are too many to mention but I'll mention anyway: Ria, Ace, Allen, Ria, Ace, Allen, Allen, Ria, Ace, Ace, Ria, Allen, Ria, Ria, Ria, Ace, Ace, Ace, Allen, Allen, Allen, most especially Ria, Ace and Allen, THANK YOU SO MUCH! YOU KEEP ME GOING. I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE MY FIRST YEAR WITHOUT YOU GUYS. KEEP UP THE SUPPORT AND LOVE. I TRULY APPRECIATE IT. I HOPE TO SEE YOU AT MY AUTOGRAPH SIGNING WHICH WILL BE HELD IN MY DREAMS. (tigas ng mukha ko I know!)


Seriously, thanks to the few people who drop by and bother going inside my thoughts and keeping up with my endless dramas, ramblings, cheesy lines and pathetic jokes. I also go visit your blogs as often as I open mine and I must say, it helps diminish my longing for your company a pinch.

I started a blog for several reasons. Firstly, I got so inspired with Bianca Gonzales'. Her posts are really heartwarming and moving. I thought that if like her, I write from the heart, I will inspire people too or make their day at least. I don't know how I am holding up but this much I know, everything I post here was typed by my fat fingers, guided by my heart.

Secondly, I want to prove myself that I can do things and one of them is write. I am far better a writer than a speaker, or so I think. I eat my words when I speak. I seem to develop a P&F, B&V deficiency when I'm nervous. I forget my lines and my stories. I keep everything short when I talk. I struggle with my subject-verb agreement too. With blogging, I have a chance to reflect on what I have written and consult with dictionaries and thesaurus for words that best describe how I feel or what I want to say. Readers, unlike listeners, would not be able to see me blush or hear me stutter stupidly.

Thirdly, I find blogging relaxing and therapeutic. They say and I agree that it's good to write your feelings down. To let go of and get over with the negativities and have the good ones to keep and ponder on. It's like having another friend, only this 'friend' will not give you the advice you need or talk back to you like living friends do.

Fourthly, I keep a blog because it makes me feel that I'm tactful and nice. I am not so good with paying compliments, niceties and comfort words because I am not sure how to say them right. Oftentimes, I just end up saying stupid nonsense things. I do them better when I write. It is also in here where I publish the letters I so wanted to give, but for some reason, could not.

And lastly, this blog helps me express my mind, my heart, myself. It reveals many parts of moi that interested people are very much welcome to have a glimpse of, like : the writer in me, the poetic side of me, the I-know-what-I'm-saying me, the me who love and appreciate and hurt, the part of me that actually thinks, the emo in me, the coward me, the sucker-for-romance me, the ME who dreams, etc.

Thanks really for bearing with me and I'll continue keeping you posted about anything and everything under the sun and the moon!

God loves us all!



~hugs&muahz~
sharry/shashi/sexy

ako din aba!

dahil nainggit ako kay buRia, minanga ko din sarili ko. siyempre pinacute ko ng konti ang cute ko ng mukha.

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aylabshu, goodbye?

Hurtful words have already been said.
Some things can no longer be undone.
Have I crossed the line?
Has 'us' gone beyond repair?

Is this the part we say goodbye?

Is it too late for a sorry?
Will it help if I say I love you?
Giving up 'coz you're tired and weary?
Am I losing you?
Are you gonna say,
"This is the part we say goodbye." ?

How about giving second chances?
Honoring promises?
I've been stupid. I was an ass.
But this ass is still in love with you.
So tell me,
Could this really be the part
where we say goodbye?
Or is this the part we say,
"Hello, let's start all over again." ?
Please.
Tell me.
Please.
Forgive me.

BD

I finished reading Breaking Dawn at 2 this morning. As always, I am reluctant for every good story to end. Meyer's really good. Bella and Edward's love story is the best I have witnessed so far. Now that I have too much of fantasy already, it's time I get back to reality - like going to class and facing the results of the preliminary exams. (ba na na na)

When you can live forever, what do you live for?

Hmmm, lemme see. That was a tough one. Not that I wish to be a vampire but well if I can live forever and of course if I have lots of money and some superpowers - just like the Cullens - I say I'd probably stalk Justine Timberlake all the way to his concerts, to his dates, even to his bathroom! That seems to be an exciting idea, huh? Maybe, I'd be all giddy and thrilled for some time, but what happens when I get tired of looking at his sexy yummy body and staring at his gorgeous face, (not that I will be, it's just good to have options though) what do I do next? Find another good-looking guy to stalk on, and another if I get tired again? Maybe not a good idea after all, stalking crushes.

I just have to think of something I could really do for the rest of forever. When I think of forever, faces of love-ones flash in my mind. I believe it is just right that I spend it with them.

If I can live forever, I would gladly spend every day of my existence loving the people in my life and savoring the love I get from them. I believe there's no better hobby in this world than that.


This post is Twilight-inspired, obviously. I am reading the fourth book at this moment, Breaking Dawn! Just wanted to exercise my fingers and post something new in here!!! It's been ages. I'm going back to reading now. Have a good night sleep :)